| I've never felt like this in my life before. Guilt, sorry and pain buried within my soul. Pain that i've inflicted on myself. So many times i've said i wish i could take it all back but i can't. And i've always said i believe in honesty.. but i have become a heartless monster who hurt the only one i care about. I've lost myself. I want to run away and find myself again but i can't bring myself to leave him. I don't want to lose him. I need him to help me be a better person. Im sorry sayang.. i hope you'll forgive me one day.. i love you. |